The Plan

Things have been a bit busier than usual over here the last week or two. I interviewed, started paperwork, and started training for a new job working with kids. So I've been running back and forth trying to get fingerprints and doctor signatures and all kinds of stuff for that. Also, we just got our puppy spayed. So I had to go drop her off one day and pick her up the next and we've been keeping a watchful eye on her to make sure she doesn't hurt herself. And then my mother-in-law came into town for the weekend so I was busy cleaning and doing everything to get ready for that. Last week was crazy. This week I officially started clocking hours at the new job, but today is my first long day.

I've spent the last 8 years working at home on a computer. This new job will have me up on my feet. I also won't be able to just sit and snack during the day. It is going to be kind of a big adjustment for me. I've had problems with my back for the last two years and I'm going to have to find a good chiropractor sooner rather than later. I've been seeing one, but I think I'm ready to try a new technique and just see if it helps. I'm excited about this change though, because it means I won't be sitting all day. I will be up and either playing with, taking care of, or guiding the kids; or I will be cleaning up after them. I'm excited to see if this helps my metabolism a bit. I haven't gotten a good reading yet, but so far I've already seen the numbers on the scale go down. I will see what happens when I weigh in on Friday. 

So my plan for this journey is to use this new job to my advantage. I am not going to pack junk food to snack on, I don't have the time to run to the store just because of a craving or whatever. So now I just need to get organized. I want to come up with a better meal plan that I can actually stick to. I have a crock pot and an InstantPot, so there's no reason I can't use those to make some healthy meals even if I'm short on time. I need to get more organized with breakfast. Typically, breakfast is a mess because I have so much to do in the morning to get the kids ready and get ready for job #1 and mostly I end up just eating coffee and toast, which isn't terribly nutritious, lol. And then I get hungry again and end up snacking. 

Another hard part of this routine is that I am going to have to struggle to fit in a workout. I still have job #1 in the morning and job #2 in the afternoon. And then kids' bedtime comes and by the end of that I am ready for bed too, lol. But I want to focus on the food for now and get some good momentum. The better I do with that, the more energy I will have and hopefully I will be able to start fitting in a workout then too. 

It's tough sometimes because I want to be able to jump in with food and exercise and everything all at once. But I need to be careful with my back, I don't want to burn out too quickly, and mostly I'm afraid if I try too much I will get stressed and stress eat, which is the exact opposite of what I'm trying to accomplish. But the first time I lost weight, I was able to spend 6 months just focusing on my diet and I lost 50 pounds... without working out at all. So that gives me hope that I can do it again. I'm not in a race, I'm on a long journey, one that I hope to be able to enjoy, and I've got to do the best I can do with what I've got to work with. One day at a time, one step at a time. I know I can do this!